Fandom: That 70's Show
Main Characters: Hyde, Jackie
Spoilers: If you haven't seen "Moon Over Point Place"
Warnings: Ummm... mention of drugs?
Short Summary: At the end of Moon Over Point Place, Hyde did something no one expected for Jackie. Jackie's thoughts on what he did. (Journal Form)
I can’t believe what he did for me tonight… How could I have been so stupid? I mean, I wanted to show him that I could be like him… That we could have things in common… And I did the stupidest thing ever… Why did I buy that bag?
Not that I ever thought I’d get caught… But the shock of buying it was nothing compared to the shock of what happened when I got caught… After telling me that he didn’t love me… that I didn’t love him, and I was just being silly… After all of that, Steven took the fall for me… It was just like something out of a movie… Well, except for the part where I told him I loved him and he told me to shut up…
But when that police officer came and Steven told him the bag was his… Oh, my God, that was the sweetest thing ever.
Steven’s really different than I ever expected. I mean… He’s really sweet and cool, and… And so different than Michael. Steven’s not a liar. I mean, he’s honest to a fault, and… He’s so…
Ugh, maybe I’m just being stupid. And Steven seems really annoyed when I say things like what I said tonight. But I know he has feelings for me. He has to, or why would he have done what he did for me?
When I think about it, Steven’s done a lot of things for me… I mean, he took me to prom when Michael was being stupid and took Pam Macey. And he went to dinner with me that one time… Even though I did pay… But he wouldn’t have gone if he didn’t like me a little, would he? And… And then when he taught me how to “be Zen.” It pissed Laurie off, just like he said it would.
And now, all I can think about is being with him. He’s been such a great friend, and yet, he tells me that he doesn’t like me, and that I don’t love him.
He may not know it yet, but all of that is going to change. One day, Steven Hyde will be in love with me, and we will be together. Because he’s my hero… Just like in that one romance novel I read that time… Or something.
But now… I’ve gotta go tell Donna! She won’t believe it.
Or maybe she will, but still. I gotta tell her!